Today we will fly back to India, so we upload the diary already in the morning and tomorrow’s diary we will write from Vrindavan. We are looking very much forward to be back at the Ashram in India again.
I wrote yesterday that you are complete as you are and I really mean it. I mean that you have everything inside yourself to cope with this life. You need to have trust and love, you do not need to go to any healer, psychic or any such person.
I have previously expressed my opinion about psychics and told that I absolutely do not believe in future-telling and fortune-telling. Nobody except for God can say what will come. After each big event and catastrophe, for example 9/11, the earthquake in Haiti or the big Tsunami, you can hear predictions and of signs and that Nostradamus or someone else had told this before. However this kind of prediction always comes afterwards! If it was possible to predict the future, why did nobody say anything before?
When I express this opinion, people could tell me: but you believed in astrology yourself! And it is true. I have made studies in it, as well as Yashendu, but as life is, it is always full of change. With times also belief can change. I may have believed earlier that your horoscope can tell you something about your future and destiny. Now I do not believe this anymore. My belief changed with the death of my sister. Nowhere in her birth chart did I read about this car accident. Nowhere was it written or indicated that her life would end in such young age. I think I am remembering her like I always do especially when I am ready to fly India.
No, nobody can predict the future, nobody knows it. The future is written in the stars but you cannot read and translate it. Don’t you think that may also be good like this? Maybe life would be much more complicated if you knew about tomorrow. It has its own beauty, the mystery of what will come next.